Wednesday, July 20, 2005
well the king's pple are here. but are leaving soon. had a great time the first few days. esp when i secretly took my dad's car and drove (not me don't worry! hehe! it was ching sing. :P) and we had a hell of a night.
FUN! serious man. lol. laughing and getting "lost". well not really just that we kinda miss certain turns so we had to make detours. hehehe! :P but still damn it fun. :P pictures would be up soon after i get them from weiwei and diana. hahaha. :D
then subsequently went shopping and eating blah blah. until i'm damn broke! :'( boohoooo. had our king's freshers gathering. was really disappointing to be honest cos there weren't any freshers for the medics. omg la. NONE ok? as in
ZERO,
ZILCH!! let's hope the msia side would have cos i really dun want to be juniors again! hahaha! :P but i'm not going to kl for the king's summer gathering. so aiya heck la. hehehe. :P
many plans were cancelled thanks to the rain. sucks like hell really. they were supposed to go to the zoo and cos of the rain din go. then supposed to go sentosa, din go again. why? RAIN! grrrr. and of all days today had to be shining so bright when they leave. HAHA! how unlucky really. well at least i have smt to look forward tonight. :) hehehehe. *beams*
i'm pretty amazed that i actually din see you for more than half this trip. and it was my choice. :D but really didn't want to see you. i see no point. seeing you only makes me sad. so what's the point? and then you are leaving d. :) the last time you were in singapore it wasn't like that. but i don't expect things to be like last time anymore. in fact i don't want. yeah maybe you can say i finally see who you really are. not the person i used think very highly of. and maybe that's why it made me more disappointed than ever, making me feel like this which is no feeling really. now i dun wana care whether you are happy or sad or whatsoever, i just want you not to make my life so difficult. it's a pity we can't remain as friends. but if one day, you finally grow up and be more big-hearted, then i would gladly want this friendship back. cos like i said you are one of the very few pple that i can click really well with instantly. if i just wish you all the best in life. :)
the memories are slowly fading away. i can no longer feel that strong feeling i used to feel. it seems so vague now. i only remembered bits and pieces here and there. it's no longer the vivid image that used to be in my mind. for now, you are just very old vague past memories that would still, i guess, somehow linger a little. but no more those that would make me feel very sad. in fact i miss
him more than you. and i still do tear for
him after so so so long. maybe it's cos of the environment, cos of the many much more memories i had with
him. well whatever. i'm just moving on with life and i want to chuck all these away but in a corner of my heart cos after all these are really once beautiful memories to me.
actually i'm glad you did come to singapore afterall. though you made my wonderful summer not not so wonderful, at least i have accomplished something big. which is i know i never want to be with you again. at least
not in the near future. haha. how ironic. hehehe. :P okie doo. enough for now. :) i'll just go into my little world and look forward for tonight! hehe. :D
ladidarrr.bye bye. :)
S ranted at 7:13 pm |
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